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Qualche giorno fa ho trovato su questo sito un’ "intervista a te stesso" che mi ha molto incuriosita..! Ho pensato fosse un modo carino per iniziare il 2010 qui sul blog La versione originale è in inglese,io l’ho tradotta dopo ave…

(sorry for my bad english, I’m Swiss)

1. What Do You Do For A Living?

I’m working as a graphist in an international enterprise. I create the technical and creative stuffs about visual identity.

2. Who Do You Love?
My partner, mostly. And I barely know if there is enough place for someone else. Otherwise, my dog I guess, my friends and my family.

3. Do You Have Enough Money?
Answer is no.
And it’s weird because I never had so much money, but I can’t spend money and when I do it (even if it’s for eating), I’m feeling bad and guilty. I’ve drawn limits that I’m sure are necessary, but too tight maybe. When I think about it, it seems stupid. I guess I would have enough money the day I could spend without any doubts or guilty feelings.

4. Are You Healthy?
I can get up every morning, I can go to work. But I’m not sure to be healthy. Physically a bit weak depending on my thoughts. It’s very “bipolar”.

5. Do You Think You Are a Good Person?
I think I’m a good person. I’m here to listen to the others when we need me and when they don’t I can be “invisible” to them. Being a good person is also leaving the others alone sometimes. I help, I really try, I try to understand, and when I don’t I respect. I’m honest with my friends and family.

6. How Old Are You?
22 on my identity card. I guess I’m older, close to 25-30 years.

7. Who’s Your Best Friend?
She’s a girl, the one that I met when we were 7 y.o
I’m still in excellent contact with her. During all these years, we never had a fight. She was still there, I trust her deeply. She didn’t judge me, she gives me advices. Good advices. Always happy to be with me and she often has the same point of view, that counts a lot.

8. What’s Your Childhood Dream?
It comes quickly to me that I had to publish my stories. I write since I’m a child. I’ve always love that. I’m working hard on a new story (for more than 2 years now), and I believe in it ! I would like to try editors when I finished to write it.

9. How Often Do You Laugh?
Today I laughed a lot with my working partners. But there are some days when I laugh two or three times, hardly less.

10. What Makes You Smile?
Babies (animals, humans), pictures of my partner, when I found a good game in a shop, trailers from movies I’m waiting for, receive a package, try clothes and buy them, books of recipes I look forward to cook… and buy them, someone who’s smiling at me, compliments or kind words, when someone helps me, see a good friend after a long time, my dog, good smells, …

11. Who’s Your Most Dangerous Enemy?
A girl that used to be my close friend, but totally changed and became hardly “tight minded”. We live in the same city, and sometimes I’m afraid to see her… her and her terrifyingly tight minded boyfriend. I don’t really live with a fear to see them, but I’m quite anxious about it. I wish I didn’t care.

12. Where Do You Live?
At my parent’s. In the same room that my sister. I feel bad, because I always need to be alone since I’m a child, and I just can’t with this new situation. It’s temporary, need to find an apartment.

13. Do You Think You’re Strong?
I tend to be. I had hard choices to do, and I made ones that could make me happy for my future. It worked. Sometimes, when I think about my past, I think “this time I was strong”, but sometimes I thought how I was weak and how I can never make that happen again.

14. What Was The Most Important Thing You’ve Done So Far?
Go back to Switzerland for a job, I guess. A hard choice because I had opportunities in different ways. It gives me the chance to relink with old friends, and make new ones, find a good job and begin my life softly.

15. What Was The Most Stupid Thing You’ve Done So Far?
Probably making people angry. I don’t like that, as everyone I suppose. I strongly regret what was saying. Expose myself to the others as an idiot without any courage to say what I was thinking, playing a role.

16. Do You Love Yourself?
Yes.

17. What Do You Fear The Most?
Lose my partner, lose a chance to have my independance, be unhappy, be depressed.

18. What Is Your Favorite Word?
Labyrinth

19. When Was The Last Time You Cried?
Yesterday, evening. Because I had bad thoughts about my partner. We didn’t live in the same country, it’s hard when you’re in love.

20. What Is The Best Thing That Could Happen To You Right Now?
My partner enters right now in my room as a surprise, a phone call from a work partner telling me that he could give me his apartment, the game that I’m waiting for so long is arriving now in my letter box :p having a promotion !

21. What Is The Worst Thing That Could Happen To You Right Now?
Same things than at top, but negatively.

22. Picture Yourself In 5 Years From Now
engaged or married, independant, with a dog and an apartment, with my actual partner, easy situation, a cool car, same friends.

23. Do You Regret Anything?
Sometimes I feel regret because I was a bit individual during my studies. I made some mistakes, surely, and I didn’t link with anyone. There are still things that I don’t understand with the end of my studies. Now I have no more contacts with them. And I also regret to follow my father’s advices.

24. What’s The First Thing You Do In The Morning?
Stay a few minutes thinking about the day, in the dark room. Then I go pee.

25. What Are You Thinking Just Before Going To Bed?
I would like to read, oh no, it’s too late. Ok, just a few pages.

26. What Was The Highest Point You’ve Ever Been To?
“great wall” in China. I don’t know how to say this in english.

27. If There’s One Thing In Your Life You Want To Change Right Now, What Is It?
A strange answer comes to me right now, it’s certainly not the answer I’d give to the fairy, but I think about my sex.
Sometimes, I feel like someone just gives me the wrong sex. I’m a girl, I’m not gay, I love my man. But … strange.
Otherwise I’d say something about my independence, or … dunno.

28. What Are You Proud Of?
I’m proud of how I take my job.

29. Sum Up Your Life In One Sentence
A creative girl confined in a tight body, struggling to draw out her ideas and let the world know them.

30. Name The Thing That Annoys You The Most
My sister when she speaks loud with her noisy friend on telephone.

31. What Is Your No 1 Question To God?
What do you think about my ideas ?

32. Do You Have Secrets?
Yes. A lot for my family, less for my partner. I try to tell everything to him. I think he knows more about me than everyone else.

33. What Makes You Laugh?
Parodies (especially Harry Potter parodies), jokes of my little sister, old movies that I watched when I was a child, some jokes of my artistic friend, grins, funny voices, Roger Rabbit, animals behaviour sometimes, my partner’s jokes, some old singers as Rick Astley (“never gonna give you up”) ha ha ! he’s so great ! He’s so serious with his little dance :p

34. Are You Happy?
I’m not complaining. I’m feeling good.

Veronica.
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