Don’t stay up late in the evening! Don’t start a fight with your boss! Don’t buy that expensive car! Don’t walk on fire! These are all powerful affirmations which share a strong point: they’re all interdictions. These are sentences performed by a bunch of interesting guys inside us which we are too often ignoring: our guardians. In today’s post I’ll share some of my thoughts about how I deal with inner interdictions.
Meet The Forbidders
It’s amazing how much we define our environment by interdictions and limitations. If you take the time to assess for one day how many interdictions you are obeying you’ll be surprised. I know I was.Â There are so many unconscious NO‘s we’re performing every minute. Don’t climb on the walls of your house! Don’t wear a sock on your hand! For god sake, don’t scream out of nowhere, with no reason at all, or you’re neighbors will be horrified!
The Forbidders are a very big and functional team inside ourselves. They’re very organized and experienced, and they almost never forget anything. They know what they have to do and do it with amazing precision. The Forbidders are responsible for keeping us safe as well as for keeping us bored. They’re responsible for our physical integrity (don’t jump off off that building, please) as well as for our cowardice (don’t try something new today, it’s risky).
The Forbidders are on a deep love / hate relationship with our true self. They are loved for maintaining a functional status-quo of our being by keeping us out of potential dangers. They are hated for maintaining a dull status-quo of our being by forbidding us to take risks and evolve. The Forbidders are brilliantly playing a double role: they’re as much protectors as they are limiters.
Accept Your Guardians
This double agent attitude is usually making for a slightly imbalanced attitude towards hate. We tend to hate our Forbidders rather than love them. And, as much as I am one restless challenger of any form of authority, I have to admit that this is not ok. Forbidders are a necessary thing in our life. Functionally, they’re perfect. Imagine what happens if you start walking towards running cars on a crowded street during rush hour. Your physical integrity will be seriously stressed.
Your guardians are helping you to define your territory. Without them, your playground would have no form, no consistency and no rules. They’re part of your life, and they’re at the root of the game. They are creating the boundaries of your actions in a way that will still keep you in the game. Without those boundaries, there wouldn’t be any game at all.
But they are also limiting your territory by this very action of creating it. The territory cannot be modified without pushing away those guardians. It would not be any growth without a serious challenge of the rules. There is always a tensions between the current state of your current world and the next, bigger and newer world you want to create. And at the very core of this tension, yes, you find your guardians.
Assess Your Interdictions
You cannot have a healthier and organic growth without a very good relationship with your Forbidders. If you’re too pushy, they’ll become more aggressive, asking for more and more effort from your part. If you’re too lazy, your territory will shrink by lack of initiative. One way or another, you’ll have to find a balance. From my experience, the best way to deal with all your inner interdictions is to assess them constantly.
Ask yourself as often as you can: why is that interdiction in my system? How is it acting? Is it fulfilling or not? Is it serving my goals or not? Each individual system is unique and what one interdiction can create in one person is completely different from the results it may have on another person. Each interdiction must be assessed in direct relation with your life goals and with your life management system.
You may find situations in which you may even want to reinforce some interdictions (if you just dropped a bad habit for instance). Or you may find situations in which an interdiction is really holding you down. The key is assessment. Be there, analyze what’s happening in your system and constantly interact with your Forbidders. As rigid as they seem, they do have a natural tendency to really serve and protect you.
Negotiate With Your Gatekeepers
After assessment you should start to negotiate your moves. Assessment reveals you the nature and effects of an interdiction, but without immediate action, you aren’t yet moving forward. And moving forward implies a really careful negotiation process with the Forbidders. Why negotiate and not just go over their head? Remember, your guardians are a very organized team and they always know what they’re doing. Getting over them will be a bit dangerous. It’s better to make them work for you instead of throwing them away.
Each interdiction in your system can be modified. It can be downgraded or upgraded, it can be eliminated or it can be created on demand. Sometimes this process is just common sense, sometimes it involves discipline and habit creation. Sometimes the process of overcoming an interdiction is a question of creating a new habit in 15 days. Sometimes is more difficult.
The negotiation process with your guardians can be fascinating. You may even try to visualize themÂ and give them human form and then write your discussion in a journal. That is a very interesting yet highly effective exercise. Imagine how a conversation with the main interdiction of being happy could look like:
– Hi, I know you’re the guy that doesn’t allow me to be happy, is that true?
– Well, hi there. And yes, I am exactly that guy. How can I help you?
– Umm, for start, I want to know why are you keeping me away from happiness?
– Well (this varies from person to person, this is just a random scenario) because you told me so, remember? Last time you were happy, things turned out pretty bad and you put me to guard this gate. Never allow me to go there, or I’ll be hurt, this is what you told me.
– Did I?
– Of course.
– Well, that was long time ago. I think I can give it a try again. Can I?
– Uhm, I don’t really know. I am quite a disciplined guy. I don’t think I can do this.
– Please, let me in again. Pretty please, with sugar on top?
– Well, I don’t know what to say. Maybe I won’t open the door completely. I’ll just crack the door so you can have a look again. What do you think?
– Fantastic, this is what I want for the moment. Thank you!
And you can go like this with all your guardians. Remember, as harsh as they are seeming they are there only to serve you, in the first place.
One last thing before you go talking with your guardians. Be thankful. Those guardians are here to protect you, or to humbly get out of your way and let you explore fantastic new territories. Show them a little love, it will make them feel good. It will make you feel good, also.